A new year is upon us again. Side note – how quickly did 2019 go?! I literally blinked and it was Christmas.
It’s been a while since I’ve sat down and chatted on here so I thought I’d kick it off with my goals and hopes for 2020.
I’m not normally one for resolutions because I never stick to them but I think this time around I will. 2019 was great but also a bit of a shit-fest. From being told I need invasive surgery to fix damage my ex partner left to suffering hugely with ptsd and anxiety – hence the absence on here. But it was also great for the fact I bought my own house with the love of my life, we got a cat, completely renovated our house and I started my at home business as well as working full time.
So some hopes for the next decade.
I hope I find peace. I hope I stop criticising my body so much, I hope I know my worth and realise it is enough. I want a year of just peace within my own heart.
I hope my operation goes well and I can officially put the last few years behind me. No more skeletons in the closet. Just a future with Andy with no more painful reminders of the past.
I hope I stick to my fitness regime. My goal is to end 2020 the person I always wanted to be. Fit, healthy and strong. I want that for my future.
I hope we carry on flipping houses. Making our future secure with the profit we create.
I hope to get engaged… *Andy looks disapprovingly over at me* maybeee not – it was worth a try!
I hope we get to go to New Zealand or at least plan the trip. I’m so desperate to see the other side of the world.
Those are just some of my hopes, but you know what? If they don’t come true who cares. Life is for living and the shit equally comes with the good. So it’s just learning to breeze on through regardless. Live 2020 in the moment. Love, laugh, make mistakes and above all live every day like it’s your last.
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